they ask me . . .
some folks do -
they can't believe that
half of it is
true . . . !!!!!!!!!!!!
. . . and no I don't hear voices
and no I'm not making shit up !
Are Ya Crazy ?
or what ?
The point gets lost
in your translation
while I'm saying what I'm meaning and
not something else -
not the version you think
you hear me say ??????? ( What the hell is that - are you hearing voices ? - paraphrasing and
rearranging what I'm saying ? )
through your many filters
that are
clogged and dented up ? ~ what the fuck !!!!!!!!
I'm not the creative fiction
writer
yet ( see future posts: FICTION - will always be specified as such ! )
Are ya Nuts ?
For a long time
I have been
confining my
commentary to
Real Life and its
creative expressions
and my own impressions
universally comprehended
by those with half a head
and even you * - and
*this is known as sarcasm
to some of you sarcastic ones
too -
and remember if you can -
the guy who has been under
the bed
looks there !
and " I've been EVERYWHERE
man " - like the words of a
sixties folk-rock song
so " I'm Alright " from Kenny Loggins
and " I'm good from where I've been up to now " - Me ( Now ) . . . . . . .
. . . " And what a long strange trip it's been " - from
the Best of the grateful Dead in the early 70's
In the 80's Simply Red was busy
" Holding Back the Years "
and I was busy having babies
and I'm really good for, with, and from that
too
and yes it's true
every word
and especially MY part
and responsibilities
and it's been a long time
since I lied about a thing - Six years and three weeks ago on the phone
I lied to Billy the Blockhead -
about whether or not I was drinking
alcohol -
when the dumbshit could hear
the icecubes tinkling !!! - and it was none of his business anyhow -
I just did not want to hear his critical Parent come out and start
bitching - that's all
how 'bout you ?
yeah sarcastic
aren't I ?
there I go again !
but it's O.K. when I'm kind of
friendly with
my character and its
defects
how 'bout you ?
you hot too ? *
( * you'll need to refer to post: The Something Nothing Sound -
in the Poetry section -
to make sense of this one )
and I've always loved a
treasure hunt !
You too ?
Meanwhile -
back at Kitty Fork
home of Bignfatncat
at the keyboard
finally
later in the story
of my life
I write
to -
for -
about - me and you and us
whoever we are
despite your part if you had one
or not
your part is not what it is all about - it's just
not the same without it when
the story is mine
alone
and I am not !
I am a survivor of DOMESTIC VIOLENCE - however
ever mindful of your deepest
darkness which I cannot in good
conscience
divulge ~
What I write is my life and is
common knowledge
to all parties
concerned or
" . . . so unconcerned
a tree must be to never bother trying
a different way of getting green
like paint or theft or
lying . . . " - Me again from 1991
so
no bombs will be or have been
dropping
this is no land-mine
field -
only my take ( and I have more than one perspective
on everything I ever experienced - how 'bout you ?)
need be
revealed
so you have a built in shield
from the levels of truth you fear . . .
and yes it's all true !
Life Extraordinaire !!!!!!!!!
***^! #~ LIFE ~# ?^*** ~ size: LARGE
and from here - just a reminder -
identifying with the subject matter
or not
is up to you - all 6.7 billion of you are welcome to
and as far as I can tell
the only ones who read Domestic Violet
are the people closest
to me
or maybe some who sport black eyes
or some who just want to fight
as well !
. . . and I've been every where and
I Love all ya'll crazies even if
you have no faith -
anyway ! - look it up
as in despite - NOT to spite -
look it up ya big duck !
and where is your sense of humor - you're not a librarian
are you ?
Domestic Violet
Semper Vi ~
Survivor . . . from the VORTEX
